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Praise Pig Day
March 1, 2026
Announcement

I ate pork, I am screwed.

PROPAGANDA #79 (Digital Apartheid in Streaming)
February 26, 2026
Propaganda

You know what this means, right? People with Netflix will need to buy a different subscription to watch a lot of movies now. Big wigs with lots of money are carving up the world’s movies and shows, really valuable cultural media from across the decades, and charging a monthly fee for the right to access them.

It is a digital toll road between great movies.

In good faith, will Paramount share with Netflix the right to stream content that they own?

It is embarassing because Paramount’s IP is not even the best of the best. They just happen to be rich, so they can buy up truly great works of art and charge the price of a delicious meal to view them! In an age of infinite light and data moving through the air!

Propaganda #78 (Huckabee on Iraq & 9/11)
February 24, 2026
Propaganda

Mike Huckabee is the ambassador to Israel appointed by President Donald Trump. He recently appeared on Tucker Carlson’s show where he bumbled, shrugged, and IDK’d his way through tough questions about Israel and Jeffery Epstein.

MIKE HUCKABEE: How many boots on the ground do you think the US has supplied for Israel over the course of its life? How many times have we put soldiers on the ground for Israel?
TUCKER CARLSON: Well, we had the Iraq War, which was for Israel.
MIKE HUCKABEE: No — not for Israel.
TUCKER CARLSON: How was it for us?
MIKE HUCKABEE: Well, because it was retribution against 9/11. Now, was it the best idea?
TUCKER CARLSON: Was Iraq involved in 9/11?
MIKE HUCKABEE: Our government thought so.
TUCKER CARLSON: Why are 9/11 documents still classified?
MIKE HUCKABEE: I have no idea.

In the year of our lord 2026, members of the US government still use 9/11 to justify the Iraq war, even though former president George Bush has himself called the war a mistake. Ultimately, the government of Iraq had no direct connection to Al Qaeda. While 9/11 was used to justify the start of the war, no concrete evidence has ever surfaced to explain why Bush’s government so adamantly wanted to pursue war in Iraq. In truth, the Bush administration wanted to destroy Saddam Hussein’s government for its own purposes, and the anti-Islamic sentiments of the USA after 9/11 provided fertile ground to justify war.

Now, as the Trump administration builds military pressure around Iran and threatens to commit acts of war against it, we find there is no justification at all. It turns out, you don’t need a grand ideal to make war in the middle east. You can just sort of do it, and leave the fallout to future generations to sort out.

Taiwan Travelogue: Beautiful Distressing Taiwanese Yuri
February 22, 2026
Books
Review

It is 3:37 am on a Sunday and my nose is congested so bad it is as if cement has filled every corner of my sinuses. My ears are pressurized like submarines and my eyes are bloodshot from being rubbed raw. I have just learned what yuri is at the bright young age of 28 years old.

Caution: SPOILERS!!

I just finished listening to Sarah Skaer’s reading of Taiwan Travelogue by Yang Shuang-zi. It is a wonderful travel narrative loaded with descriptions of sights, sounds, and delicious food. Really, every passage is loaded with food, food, food! The travel narrative quickly blossoms into a romance of sorts between the two main characters, a writer on a sponsored trip to Taiwan and a Taiwanese woman hired as her interpreter and guide. Here’s the catch: Aoyama Chizuko is a female Japanese writer and the story takes place in the 1930s, when Imperial Japan was actively colonizing the island of Taiwan and much of East Asia. So, while Chizuko and her Taiwanese friend Chizuru (or Chi-chan) clearly adore one another, an unspoken power dynamic between the two leads to a rift in their relationship that ultimately spoils the romance by the end of the novel. Or does it?

The novel was immediately endearing to me because Chizuko is basically a man that really loves food. Her entire character is about touring around, making stupid jokes, and eating as much delicious food that she can find. Chi-chan, endlessly knowledgeable about her home country and all its culinary delights, is more than happy to see to Chizuko’s every whim. Chi-chan plans trips for Chizuko that are so unbelievably detailed and thoughtful… she plans train rides through seas of clouds with hotel stops and night markets and snack stops… it all feels like a fever dream. And in a way, it is. Chizuko falls head over heals for Chi-chan, and she eventually tries to get closer to her. Chi-chan, however, is willing to flirt but unwilling to cross the line. For Chizuko, her trip to Taiwan is a wonderful writing tour from the “mainland” exploring an exotic place. On the other hand, Chi-chan is a second class citizen, an “islander,” forced to endure slurs, rough treatment, and eventually an arranged marriage in her own colonized land. It is a fever dream.

Again and again, Chi-chan asks Chizuko what their relationship really is. Is she Chizuko’s employed guide? Chizuko insists, sincerely, that Chi-chan is her friend. If this isn’t frustrating for Chi-chan, it was definitely fucking frustrating to me. After being edged along in this magical Taiwanese adventure, I wanted Chizuko to proclaim undying love to this absolute goddess Chi-chan, but in 1930s Taiwan, crossing that line (or even putting the line into words) must have felt impossible. At a critical moment a little later in the novel, Chi-chan again asks Chizuko to define their relationship. Chizuko says that Chi-chan is her “best friend.” Chizuko, literally drunk at one point, eventually falls to begging. She asks Chi-chan again and again to stay the night at her place. Chizuko is powerless to stop the rift that grows between herself and Chi-chan.

Indeed, the word “love” is never uttered in the novel to describe the relationship between Chizuko and Chi-chan. The word hangs in the imagination but is never uttered. This is in line with the definition of yuri as provided by (amazingly) The Ministry of Culture of Taiwan:

“In ACG (Anime, Comics, and Games) culture, the Japanese term “yuri” refers to affection between women that goes beyond friendship but falls short of romantic love.”

Indeed, the relationship between our protagonists is like a supercharged friend-zone. It is a complex relationship described through the subtle movement of dimples, flirty grins, and deep caring for food. Chi-chan is an angel from heaven to Chizuko, but ultimately she cannot give Chizuko what she really, really wants.

The novel ends in with the two reconciled but ultimately dissatisfied. The love they hold for one another is palpable, but it goes unfulfilled by the end. No amount of food can satisfy the sense of want hanging in the air. Indeed, Chi-chan literally takes Chizuko to a special banquet where the two chow down on 9 courses designed to be eaten by eight people, but physically stuffing Chizuko with her favorite stuff is not enough. Their relationship began with food but it transformed into something deeper, harder to satisfy.

In the end, Chizuko spends an entire year in Taiwan with Chi-chan. In the last pages of the novel, Chizuko remembers that she has to return to Japan in a few weeks but doesn’t mention this out loud. Chi-chan, presumably, is going to go ahead with her arranged marriage. The book does not explain what actually happens. We don’t know if love wins, or if they go their separate ways and never see each other again. This ending filled me with so much emotion that I had to write it all down.

So here I am. It is now 4:32 am on Sunday.

FUCK YURI!!!!!

Talking to Aliens in Cultural Revolution China
February 21, 2026
Books
Review

Caution: SPOILERS

I was surprised to see a fair amount of criticism of the cultural revolution in Cixin Liu’s scifi novel The Three Body Problem. The novel opens with a teenage girl being gunned down from a roof and then skewered on a fence spike. Red Guard militiaman (teenagers themselves, essentially) use the girl as target practice as she slowly bleeds out on the spike. The book describes this period (60’s China) as a time of “madness.” While the book primarily takes place in an unnamed present, Three Body occasionally dips back into the past to explain the wild goings-on of the book’s conspiratorial world. Honestly, I figured you weren’t allowed to portray the cultural revolution negatively in China. That said, Cixin Liu’s book is probably one of the first Chinese novels I have ever read. Perhaps enough time has passed in China that individuals are allowed to criticize the Cultural Revolution so long as that criticism doesn’t extend upward into the modern CCP.

In one of these past interludes during the novel, classified documents relating to a Chinese attempts to communicate with aliens are revealed. The book is very technical, so these documents are presented to the reader as-is. Despite the formality, the human content of the documents is hilarious:

IV. Message to Extraterrestrial Civilizations
First Draft [Complete Text]
Attention, you who have received this message! This message was sent out by a country that represents revolutionary justice on Earth! Before this, you may have already received other messages sent from the same direction. Those messages were sent by an imperialist superpower on this planet. That superpower is struggling against another superpower for world domination so that it can drag human history backwards. We hope you will not listen to their lies. Stand with justice, stand with the revolution!
[Instructions from Central Leadership] 'This is utter crap! It's enough to put big character posters everywhere on the ground, but we should not send them into space. The Cultural Revolution leadership should no longer have any involvement with Red Coast. Such an important message must be composed carefully.'

In the book, Red Coast is a fictional organization within China’s military whose sole task is to communicate with space using radio waves shot out of a giant antenna on top of a mountain. The chapters dealing with Red Coast Base are really interesting because they tackle basic questions about interstellar communication that I have never really considered before. If you were to try to talk to aliens via general radio broadcast… what would you send?

The message they ultimately decide on is almost ironically saccharine, but I couldn’t help but puff up with pride a bit at it:

Fourth Draft: [Complete Text]
We extend our best wishes to you, inhabitants of another world. After reading the following message, you should have a basic understanding of civilization on Earth. By dint of long toil and creativity, the human race has built a splendid civilization, blossoming with a multitude of diverse cultures. We have also begun to understand the laws governing the natural world and development of human societies. We cherish all that we have accomplished.
But our world is still flawed. Hate exists, as does prejudice and war. Because of conflicts between the forces of production and the relations of production, wealth distribution is extremely uneven, and large portions of humanity live in poverty and misery.
Human societies are working hard to resolve the difficulties and problems they face, striving to create a better future for Earth civilization. The country that sent this message is engaged in this effort. We are dedicated to building an ideal society, where the labor and value of every member of the human race are fully respected, where everyone's material and spiritual needs are fully met, so that civilization on Earth may become more perfect.
With the best of intentions, we look forward to establishing contact with other civilized societies in the universe. We look forward to working together with you to build a better life in this vast universe.

It reads kind of like a galactic declaration of independence. In hindsight, this passage is emblematic of the hope and striving inherent to the human condition, because the aliens that this message does eventually reach are the opposite of us. The alien world in Alpha Centauri is a blasted landscape orbiting within a three-sun system. The unpredictable gravity of the three body system leads to dark periods lasting centuries. The life that emerged on the alien world had to be hard beyond all measure, slowly developing technology after hundreds of cycles of civilization and apocalypse. By the time of the novel, the aliens have developed an autocratic world where individuals are allowed to live only so long as they can provide value to the civilization. There is no literature or art. Few ever get to mate. When Earth’s message reaches the alien world, the individual to receive it is overcome. Worship of Earth’s culture begins immediately. To them, Earth is a paradise with a calm 24 hour day-night cycle and beautiful weather. It really puts our struggles into perspective!

The Three Body Problem is a wonderful piece of sci-fi. It left me with a lot of questions, but I am going to finish the trilogy before I go probing for answers.

Nationalize Elections?
February 3, 2026
Commentary
Propaganda

According to the New York Times, Trump said,

“The Republicans should say, ‘We want to take over,’”

“We should take over the voting, the voting in at least many — 15 places. The Republicans ought to nationalize the voting.”

I wanted to hear him say this, but the article doesn’t mention the name of the podcast with former deputy FBI director Dan Bongino that Trump apparently said this on. Nor does it provide a link to it. Or a URL… that’s bad reporting! How can we verify this information ourselves?

I tried to search YouTube for the clip…

Oy vey….

I tried googling around. I found CNN… no sources…

The CNN video had a bunch of boring commentary surrounding the actual voice clips, but they DID have Trump speaking!

Here is the link: https://www.cnn.com/2026/02/02/politics/video/trump-administration-republicans-nationalize-future-election-arena

Trump said it on The Dan Bongino Show here: https://open.spotify.com/episode/4b0rso7ZqI0UEyGZHCNTfh

If some future person reading this finds the above links dead, well… there is a reason your teacher always told you to cite your sources. A link is a temporary thing! It is infrastructure that can fall apart as readily as a paved road will turn to potholes and gravel in a New England winter!

If you want to keep something, you have to download it, which is really the 21st century equivalent of cutting out newspaper clippings.

Regardless, I think the New York Times should provide a transcript of these conversations, if not a direct link or soundbyte.

Toxic Discord Design (Blocking and Unblocking)
February 3, 2026
Blog
Review

When you block someone online, there is usually a good reason for it. Toxic behaviors begin to emerge when one uses blocking like a lightswitch.

And yet, this strange tooltip appeared at the top of my Discord window today. I have indeed blocked somebody recently… and Discord dangles the forbidden fruit!

Trump’s Rebuttal
January 21, 2026
Propaganda

“I watched your prime minister yesterday. He wasn’t so grateful, but they should be grateful to us. Canada lives because of the United States."

“Remember that Mark, the next time you make your statements.”

Russia and China are described as our great “adversaries.” In this rivalry of “great powers,” the United States is supposedly defending the entire free world from conquest by the eastern powers.

I think it is very much in America’s interest to project this reality. A world on the precipice of war doesn’t have time to collaborate on a better future. Preparing for imminent conflicts from every direction does not allow for solar panels or housing projects. Conquest, industry, the extraction of mineral wealth! Rare earth! Oil! Supremacy in AI and Drone Manufacturing! Nuclear Submarines! Those things are valuable in a world at war. A world at war will suspend the liberties of free people in the name of security. A country at war will conquer its neighbor in the name of defense.

This is also the world described in 1984. Orwell’s London is under endless martial law because of “wars” with Russia and China. The citizens of Oceania (as the the American/English dystopian state is called) must be super patriots at all times to support the war effort. The war will never end, because the entire system of power depends upon it.

So, who should Canada be grateful to again? Certainly not to Trump. It was the generation before him (now old and passing on) that fought in World War II. While his peers were dying in Vietnam, Trump dodged the draft. While his peers were fighting for the end of segregation, Trump was being groomed to assume a real estate empire from his family. While Trump’s peers risked jail to build a better world, Trump was fighting his first lawsuits in court to deny black people the right to sign leases in his properties!

It is Donald Trump who needs to learn gratitude! His generation pilfered the Earth while the one before actually fought and died in the name of freedom.

“The Performance of Sovereignty” Mark Carney’s Speech to the WEF
January 21, 2026
Commentary
speech

At the World Economic Forum in Switzerland on Tuesday, prime minister of Canada Mark Carney delivered this speech:

It seems that every day we’re reminded that we live in an era of great power rivalry — that the rules-based order is fading, that the strong can do what they can, and the weak must suffer what they must.

And this aphorism of Thucydides is presented as inevitable, as the natural logic of international relations reasserting itself. And faced with this logic, there is a strong tendency for countries to go along, get along to accommodate, to avoid trouble, to hope that compliance will buy safety.

Well, it won’t. So what are our options?

In 1978, the Czech dissident Václav Havel, later president, wrote an essay called “The Power of the Powerless,” and in it he asked a simple question: how did the communist system sustain itself?

And his answer began with a greengrocer.

Every morning, the shopkeeper places a sign in his window: “Workers of the world unite.” He doesn’t believe in it. No one does. But he places the sign anyway to avoid trouble, to signal compliance, to get along. And because every shopkeeper on every street does the same, the system persists — not through violence alone, but through the participation of ordinary people in rituals they privately know to be false.

Havel called this living within a lie. The system’s power comes not from its truth, but from everyone’s willingness to perform as if it were true. And its fragility comes from the same source. When even one person stops performing, when the greengrocer removes his sign, the illusion begins to crack.

Friends, it is time for companies and countries to take their signs down.

For decades, countries like Canada prospered under what we called the rules-based international order. We joined its institutions, we praised its principles, we benefited from its predictability. And because of that, we could pursue values-based foreign policies under its protection.

We knew the story of the international rules-based order was partially false, that the strongest would exempt themselves when convenient, that trade rules were enforced asymmetrically, and we knew that international law applied with varied rigour, depending on the identity of the accused or the victim.

This fiction was useful, and American hegemony in particular helped provide public goods, open sea lanes, a stable financial system, collective security and support for frameworks for resolving disputes.

So we placed the sign in the window. We participated in the rituals, and we largely avoided calling out the gaps between rhetoric and reality.

This bargain no longer works.

Let me be direct. We are in the midst of a rupture, not a transition.

Over the past two decades, a series of crises in finance, health, energy and geopolitics have laid bare the risks of extreme global integration. But more recently, great powers have begun using economic integration as weapons, tariffs as leverage, financial infrastructure as coercion, supply chains as vulnerabilities to be exploited.

You cannot live within the lie of mutual benefit through integration when integration becomes the source of your subordination.

The multilateral institutions on which the middle powers have relied — the WTO, the UN, the COP, the very architecture of collective problem-solving — are under threat. As a result, many countries are drawing the same conclusions that they must develop greater strategic autonomy in energy, food, critical minerals, in finance and supply chains. And this impulse is understandable.

A country that cannot feed itself, fuel itself or defend itself has few options. When the rules no longer protect you, you must protect yourself.

But let’s be clear-eyed about where this leads. A world of fortresses will be poorer, more fragile and less sustainable.

And there’s another truth: if great powers abandon even the pretense of rules and values for the unhindered pursuit of their power and interests, the gains from transactionalism will become harder to replicate.

Hegemons cannot continually monetize their relationships. Allies will diversify to hedge against uncertainty. They’ll buy insurance, increase options in order to rebuild sovereignty — sovereignty that was once grounded in rules but will increasingly be anchored in the ability to withstand pressure.

This room knows this is classic risk management. Risk management comes at a price, but that cost of strategic autonomy, of sovereignty, can also be shared. Collective investments in resilience are cheaper than everyone building their own fortresses. Shared standards reduce fragmentations. Complementarities are positive sum.

The question for middle powers like Canada is not whether to adapt to the new reality — we must.

The question is whether we adapt by simply building higher walls, or whether we can do something more ambitious.

Now, Canada was amongst the first to hear the wake-up call, leading us to fundamentally shift our strategic posture. Canadians know that our old, comfortable assumptions that our geography and alliance memberships automatically conferred prosperity and security, that assumption is no longer valid. And our new approach rests on what Alexander Stubb, the president of Finland, has termed value-based realism.

Or, to put it another way, we aim to be both principled and pragmatic. Principled in our commitment to fundamental values, sovereignty, territorial integrity, the prohibition of the use of force except when consistent with the UN Charter and respect for human rights.

And pragmatic in recognizing that progress is often incremental, that interests diverge, that not every partner will share all of our values.

So we’re engaging broadly, strategically, with open eyes. We actively take on the world as it is, not wait around for a world we wish to be.

We are calibrating our relationships so their depth reflects our values, and we’re prioritizing broad engagement to maximize our influence, given the fluidity of the world at the moment, the risks that this poses and the stakes for what comes next.

And we are no longer just relying on the strength of our values, but also the value of our strength.

We are building that strength at home. Since my government took office, we have cut taxes on incomes, on capital gains and business investment. We have removed all federal barriers to interprovincial trade. We are fast-tracking $1 trillion of investments in energy, AI, critical minerals, new trade corridors and beyond. We’re doubling our defence spending by the end of this decade, and we’re doing so in ways that build our domestic industries. And we are rapidly diversifying abroad.

We’ve agreed to a comprehensive strategic partnership with the EU, including joining SAFE, the European defence procurement arrangements. We have signed 12 other trade and security deals on four continents in six months.

In the past few days, we’ve concluded new strategic partnerships with China and Qatar. We’re negotiating free trade pacts with India, ASEAN, Thailand, Philippines and Mercosur.

We’re doing something else: to help solve global problems, we’re pursuing variable geometry. In other words, different coalitions for different issues based on common values and interests. So on Ukraine, we’re a core member of the Coalition of the Willing and one of the largest per capita contributors to its defence and security.

On Arctic sovereignty, we stand firmly with Greenland and Denmark and fully support their unique right to determine Greenland’s future.

Our commitment to NATO’s Article 5 is unwavering, so we’re working with our NATO allies, including the Nordic-Baltic Eight, to further secure the alliance’s northern and western flanks, including through Canada’s unprecedented investments in over-the-horizon radar, in submarines, in aircraft, and boots on the ground — boots on the ice.

Canada strongly opposes tariffs over Greenland and calls for focused talks to achieve our shared objectives of security and prosperity in the Arctic.

On plurilateral trade, we’re championing efforts to build a bridge between the Trans-Pacific Partnership and the European Union, which would create a new trading bloc of 1.5 billion people.

On critical minerals, we’re forming buyer’s clubs anchored in the G7 so the world can diversify away from concentrated supply. And on AI, we’re co-operating with like-minded democracies to ensure that we won’t ultimately be forced to choose between hegemons and hyperscalers.

This is not naïve multilateralism, nor is it relying on their institutions. It’s building coalitions that work issue by issue with partners who share enough common ground to act together. In some cases, this will be the vast majority of nations. What it’s doing is creating a dense web of connections across trade, investment, culture on which we can draw for future challenges and opportunities.

Our view is the middle powers must act together because if we’re not at the table, we’re on the menu.

But I’d also say that great powers can afford, for now, to go it alone. They have the market size, the military capacity and the leverage to dictate terms. Middle powers do not. But when we only negotiate bilaterally with a hegemon, we negotiate from weakness. We accept what’s offered. We compete with each other to be the most accommodating.

This is not sovereignty. It’s the performance of sovereignty while accepting subordination.

In a world of great power rivalry, the countries in between have a choice: compete with each other for favour, or combine to create a third path with impact. We shouldn’t allow the rise of hard power to blind us to the fact that the power of legitimacy, integrity and rules will remain strong if we choose to wield it together.

Which brings me back to Havel. What does it mean for middle powers to live the truth?

First, it means naming reality. Stop invoking rules-based international order as though it still functions as advertised. Call it what it is: a system of intensifying great power rivalry where the most powerful pursue their interests using economic integration as coercion.

It means acting consistently, applying the same standards to allies and rivals. When middle powers criticize economic intimidation from one direction but stay silent when it comes from another, we are keeping the sign in the window.

It means building what we claim to believe in, rather than waiting for the old order to be restored. It means creating institutions and agreements that function as described, and it means reducing the leverage that enables coercion.

That’s building a strong domestic economy. It should be every government’s immediate priority.

And diversification internationally is not just economic prudence; it’s a material foundation for honest foreign policy, because countries earn the right to principled stands by reducing their vulnerability to retaliation.

So, Canada. Canada has what the world wants. We are an energy superpower. We hold vast reserves of critical minerals. We have the most educated population in the world. Our pension funds are amongst the world’s largest and most sophisticated investors. In other words, we have capital talent. We also have a government with immense fiscal capacity to act decisively. And we have the values to which many others aspire.

Canada is a pluralistic society that works. Our public square is loud, diverse and free. Canadians remain committed to sustainability. We are a stable and reliable partner in a world that is anything but, a partner that builds and values relationships for the long term.

And we have something else: we have a recognition of what’s happening and determination to act accordingly. We understand that this rupture calls for more than adaptation. It calls for honesty about the world as it is.

We are taking a sign out of the window.

We know the old order is not coming back. We shouldn’t mourn it. Nostalgia is not a strategy, but we believe that from the fracture we can build something bigger, better, stronger, more just. This is the task of the middle powers, the countries that have the most to lose from a world of fortresses and the most to gain from genuine co-operation.

The powerful have their power. But we have something too: the capacity to stop pretending, to name realities, to build our strength at home and to act together.

That is Canada’s path. We choose it openly and confidently, and it is a path wide open to any country willing to take it with us.

Thank you very much.

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Meanwhile, the president of the United States rambles on about vaccines and conquering Greenland. Trump wants wants wants. Trump believes he is owed owed owed. He keeps a list of grievances ruminating in the back of his mind like a great steaming compost pile. Trump did not invent this — I believe that many Americans are raised to think this way, and Trump is simply an avatar of this discontent. The American mind and body, glutted by an endless supply of technology, food, and convenience, is fried beyond all ability to feel contentment.

I keep thinking about the analogy of the greengrocer with his sign on the door. It applies to many aspects of life. The world spins because, against all odds, enough of us collectively decide to get up every morning and be nice to each other. We go to work even when the job feels pointless. We go to work even when the job feels insurmountable. We shovel sidewalks and take out the trash every week. We say thanks and try to smile and make conversation with people we don’t really care about. By keeping up the facade of order, order persists. And we live pretty awesome lives despite our grievances, I think. I think American grievance is vastly disproportional to our lived reality, and so we allow our politicians to throw a geopolitical tantrum.

So, when the rules-based international order falls aside, it isn’t because it doesn’t work. If international law dies, it is because we gave up on it. I would like the United States to spend its resources defending the rule of law. But, as Mr. Carney says, America just isn’t interested in doing that. It just isn’t.

Instead of accommodating America’s violent greed, I hope the rest of the world will resist us. I hope this era of humiliation will not set the stage for a global order marked by back stabbing and war. I hope Carney’s words are not empty. I hope the world can continue to build toward peace even in the face of great powers vying for war.

I have never rooted for Canada before in my life… but my own institutions no longer reflect my values. In the absence of an America that stands for freedom & justice, Canada will have to do! Or Mexico, or Colombia, or Ireland. Or better– a coalition, a fellowship of countries willing to stand up to tyranny and uphold the law. If the United States must fall, I hope from the deepest places that a spark of freedom will persist through the darkness. Really, I don’t have to hope. Sparks dance brightest in the dark! And so long as man breathes, he will seek freedom. The destroyers will kill themselves, and sensible people will rebuild.

Propaganda #77 (EPA: Human Lives VS Profits)
January 13, 2026
Commentary
Propaganda

Images of a Microsoft Datacenter

Great Audiobooks of 2025
January 11, 2026
Books
Review

Last year, I read (listened to) 6 audio books. My work, which for the last year has been either delivering mail or working alone at a fish operation in New Hampshire (and related commuting) has afforded me ample time to listen to media on my phone. In truth, my consumption of audio media is insatiable. I am happiest when I am deep into a nice long audiobook!

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Where the Crawdads Sing by Delia Owens

Read by Cassandra Campbell

There is some scandal around this book, but I frankly didn’t know much about that when I listened to it. The scandal is itself spoilerific, so I recommend you do the same. My friend Alex recommended I read this book many years ago, and I finally managed to half-keep the promise to read it by listening.

The story tells of a child abandoned by her family in the marshes of the North Carolina coast (not Louisiana as I thought). She learns self sufficiency, hunting clams for money and boiling grits to eat. She evades capture from case managers and social workers. Kya (pronounce Kai-ya) eventually masters her environment and catalogues all the life of the marsh around her. The narrative occasionally leaps a decade forward in time to give us brief updates on a murder case that some cops are trying to work out. Push through those parts, they start to make more sense as the story progresses. When the two timelines eventually converge, the story hits peak tension!

The scenes of the swamp described throughout the book are breathtaking. As our heroine grows up throughout the novel, the book blossoms into a young romance. There IS a love triangle! There is segregation-era racial politics. The trauma of living alone in the marsh weighs heavy on Kya throughout the story, and every moment of happiness she gets to experience really uplifts you. I smiled to myself a lot while listening, and the moments of tension will have your butt clamped hard.

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Mistborn Trilogy (Graphic Audio) by Brandon Sanderson

Read by a full cast with SFX!

Love him, hate him, its Brandon Sanderson. I have tried to read his work in the past and it came off as simplistic and cheesy to me. That is, until I listened to this graphic audio edition of his Mistborn trilogy! With a full cast reading the lines for different characters and fight scenes animated with clattering blades and swooshing sounds… it’s like listening to an action movie. The simplicity of the characters doesn’t matter so much when the story moves and sounds like a film.

And underneath the action is a addictive fantasy world set in a sort of post-apocalyptic industrial city in a realm ruled over by an immortal god emperor and his army. The magic system is cool to figure out– gifted individuals can “burn” metals by digesting them in their stomach. Depending on the metal burned, a boon is received. Tin burners can heighten their senses. Pewter burners become physically strong and durable. Iron burners can pull metal toward themselves like Jedi. Steel burners can push themselves off of metals. Those who can burn all metals are called Mistborn, and they are extremely powerful.

Like Crawdad, this story features a young female protagonist left to survive on her own for years before meeting real friends and finding some romance. There are moments where you will be smiling to yourself like an idiot. There are also moments where you hear someone’s bones pop in their hand one by one as each finger is crushed.

Mistborn is metal as fuck. I love the inquisitors. The lore of the world gets deeper and deeper until eventually all the secrets are revealed by the third book and it wraps up phenomenally. Listening to it all unfold through audio is probably the best way to take it in. Brandon Sanderson finally got me!

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11-22-63 by Stephen King

Read by Craig Watson (with an afterword from the author)

This is Stephen King’s big time travel book. Did I know it was a time travel book when I picked it up? Hell no! I only knew that the book was sort of vaguely about Kennedy? Well yeah its a lot about Kennedy actually. More so as the story progresses.

This is also the first Stephen King book I ever read. I also assumed he was a pulpy sensational writer that turned out infinite pages of slop. Nope, Stephen King is the MAN! His writing is awesome! His characters are crude, very human. They have plausible desires and fall in love. There are SEX SCENES! There are shootings, brawls, getaways! A man looses the top of his scalp! These moments of excited are punctuations in an otherwise contemplative story about a teacher trying to be a writer while exploring an alien-yet-familiar world.

Embedded in this story is a tale of love that will have you almost crying (maybe I did cry a bit). There are a few arks to the story itself, beginning in Maine and eventually ending up in Dallas Texas. I won’t say more. Stephen King has a wild ride in store for you!

Craig Watson has a great voice for the story, and he even handles reading the main heroine’s lines very well. The story features quite a few regional accents including Maine and some southern drawls, and he takes them all on convincingly. I found myself wanting so much more by the time it was over. The whole book ends in a jiffy.

Jimla… JIMLA!!!!!

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Cloudsplitter by Russel Banks

Read by Pete Larkin

This novel presents a work of historical fiction about the life and family of John Brown, a man who declared war on the USA and ultimately met his demise by hanging after seizing the munitions factory at Harpers Ferry a few years before the start of the Civil War.

The story is told from the perspective of John’s son, Owen Brown, a furtive, lonely soul bound intractably in a strange love-hate relationship with his father.

John Brown the historical figure is revealed to be a man. Deeply devout, often contradictory and hypocritical, a father married twice who had to witness the death of 10 of his own children throughout his life.

I don’t know how appealing this book is to normal people. A lot of the story is about homesteading, actually. The Brown family is forced to pick up and move often, finally settling into the Adirondacks. The slow turn of the seasons brings new crops, fresh generations of sheep, cabins going up. Hides are tanned and sold to pay off debts that never subside. It is peaceful, in a way, but that peace sits uneasily against the backdrop of a political system preparing to explode.

The story has a lot to say about political violence. In the 19th century, Americans were grappling with a deeply divided congress over the twin issues of frontier expansion and the expansion of slavery with it. Does the institution of slavery justify violence? For John Brown and his family, the terrible job of fighting for the freedom of the enslaved black man seems unavoidable. The terrible purpose grows and grows until the first shot is finally fired. Tthe sentiments expressed throughout the novel are strangely very relatable, depsite taking place in a time period before instant communication over the internet. We are a people divided, both then and now.

Pete Larkin’s voice is deep as the earth. He is the perfect man to voice a devoted puritan farmer trying to do the lord’s work with his own two hands.

The future?

This year, I am already listening to a long podcast on the history of Taiwan. Not sure where else my interests will take me. All of the audio books from 2025 were so strange, yet they managed to fit together well. Good writing transcends genre! And a great reader can elevate any book into a masterpiece.

PROPAGANDA #76 (Bombing Caracas)
January 3, 2026
Commentary
Propaganda

“Getting land, oil rights, whatever we had,” Donald Trump said speaking to reporters. “As you know, they threw our companies out, and we want it back.”

“They took our oil rights. We had a lot of oil there.”

Maduro was a president who oversaw one of the largest mass exoduses of citizens from his own country of any since the expelling of the Indians. 7 million people left Venezuela, more than the number of Jews that died in the holocaust and almost as many as the population of New York City today. The resulting migratory crisis saw hundreds of thousands of people streaming north through Colombia, central America, and Mexico onward to the USA. I write a little about that situation here. The repercussions of Maduro’s reign are still felt today, which is ironic because the exodus of the Venezuelans is probably the primary reason Trump became president. Maduro sealed his own fate in a way.

America, of course, did everything it could to ensure that Maduro’s dictatorship would fail. Full sanction of its economy after Venezuela nationalized its oil production killed its economy. Having an inflexible dictatorship ensured Venezuela would be doomed never to recover. And now, American capitalism guarded by the US military gets to return and seize the oil for itself. Venezuela will be “prosperous” now that American companies get to have the oil.

Will Venezuelans see an improvement in their quality of life under the USA? Maybe. Afganistan saw an expansion of freedom when the Americans were around. Women were allowed to read and learn type shit. Then America threw up its hands and left, plunging the people into darkness again (women are discouraged from reading in Taliban Afganistan). America doesn’t give one shit if Venezuelans live a better life. This is just another action packed scene on Trump’s stage meant to beguile us. America will do whatever the industrial complex believes is right in Venezuela, and the people of Venezuela may or may not someday be free.

It is interesting how America has the reverse of Venezuela’s oil problem. Under Chavez, Venezuela nationalized its oil industry. In America, the oil industry has nationalized us. Trump speaks of private companies as “us.” When he refers to Chevron having a lot of oil business in Venezuela 50 years ago, he says, “We had a lot of oil there.” Rare earth minerals help “us” because they let “our” companies make more stuff and reap bigger profits and make more jobs so the money can trickle down. He keeps talking about the American oil industry as if we are all one big team riding the wave of their massive profits to heaven on earth. In Trump’s vision of the world, the companies ARE us. Their success and the wealth they generate define America, in the president’s mind. In reality, however, there is no “us.” We pay for a product that we don’t have a choice in using. We burn the fossil fuels we are sold because we don’t have a choice. The success of the company doesn’t improve our lives at all. We just keep burning and commuting till we die.

Trump suggests that America is not GREAT if it is not the undisputed master of all natural resources in the western hemisphere. The great big companies NEED to succeed, for they are too big to fail. As if the geniuses at these oil companies (logistical masters and not the hereditary inheritors of grand industrial estates) alone guarantee our freedom and way of life. And to Trump’s crowd, this greatness is worth violence! I have to say that this is a dogshit imperial mindset that turns every American into a schizophrenic speculator praying for the success of his corporate masters so that he may have a small piece of the wealth back for himself. In the imperial mode of living, killing and coercing people in other countries with violence is a lamentable but unavoidable aspect of reality. “Realists.” My friends, we do not eat oil. In fact, I reckon we produce enough gasoline locally to keep our engines running and our heaters online just fine. You know what does eat oil? The 8 massive floating war machines we have had parked outside of Venezuela since August.

The military buildup outside Venezuela was ostensibly for the purpose of the eventual takeover of Venezuela. Like the world watching Putin mass his army along the border of Ukraine, we all sat dumbfounded while Trump amassed military power near Venezuela. The US military scoped out its target and tested the boundaries of its power by murdering small craft on the high seas. Trump and his allies literally all caps tweeted that Maduro was going down over and over again. America is sleepwalking.

“We’re going to have our very large United States oil companies – the biggest anywhere in the world – go in, spend billions of dollars, fix the badly broken infrastructure and start making money for the country.”

This mad insatiable thirst for an ever grander global oil market that turns a profit every quarter forever and ever will be the end of us! Basing the health and happiness of a nation on its ability to suck poisonous black ichor out of the ground is just so incredibly wrong. No good will come of this!

Environmental Games
December 30, 2025
Essay
Games
Minecraft

Environmental game: a game that relates to environments and the player’s ability to change it. Notice that I do not define an “environmental” game as one that is able to visually recreate the natural world we experience on Earth. Good graphics are trumped by sublime gameplay that manages to capture essential facts of life. Video games are like moving paintings in that way. Environmental games make us think about our relationship to the world around us. Of course, a truly realistic simulation… where one could live as they would in real life… such a simulated reality would be pointless! Realism is unnecesary when creating an environmental game. The gameplay itself conveys more reality than the mere visual experience.

Minecraft is a true environmental game. The player, Steve, can create and destroy freely. Through extraction of the land itself, Steve makes houses, farms, and machines. The game is played through the first person, which always endeared me about it. I would only use f3 third person mode for taking pictures.

A primitve base on a hill in Minecraft’s Better Than Wolves. A log bridge hangs over the river.

Age of Empires is a strategy game about controlling little people on a map to build structures like houses, mills, and baracks. They can perform resource gathering tasks like chopping wood, mining, or even tending to a field of crops to make food. As the player extracts, however, the environment changes. Where green forests once stood, stumps and stubble remain. After a long enough session, the land is trampled absolutely barren. The flat expanse of a battlefield!

A lone villager lost deep in the woods in Age of Empires II.

Factorio is another game that offers the player a third person, top-down view of the environment, but like Minecraft, the player is in control of a single body. As a castaway space traveler, you must mine metals and craft them into machines. All of the machines the player builds work together to create a giant factory whose fires run as long and hot as the player is able to provide it with fuel… coal, wood, oil, enriched uranium. The very process of extracting all this stuff drains the life from the world. And the native population, agitated by the cloud of pollution the factory inevitably produces (unless the player carefully manages their electrical consumption with solar panels and batteries..). Under attack by natives, like some horrific techno-puritan in marshes of Boston, the player creates ammo, rockets, explosives, napalm… not to mention great big walls to keep everyone out. A kind of global warming is built into the game to organically fuel the necessity to develop a military industrial complex that consumes and endless amount of material from the land.

A border wall in Factorio, guarded by turrets. A small solar array nearby powers a radar system to watch the border for threats. Look familiar?

I want to propose as an area of further inquiry: the bias that western colonizer nations have in making environmental games. Notice how my outline always surrounds the idea of extracting resources. The changes made to the environment in each of the games I listed above hinge on destroying the existing world in order to build an agricultural-industrial one. In Factorio and Minecraft specifically, the player generally plays completely alone or in a small group of friends. What is it about the story of a lone castaway transforming their lonely island into a productive distillation of home that so captivates us? Is the idea of settling and transforming a place an ingrained aspect of western culture specifically? JD Vance level question. A better question would be: are there people out there that make environmental games offering adifferent relationships with the world around us? Are there environmental/survival games where the player is not extracting from the land? changes our relationship to the natural world away from the idea of “extracting resources” altogether? Can a game be really fun if you aren’t constantly hacking at trees and smelting ores to fight beasts and monsters? The answer to these questions may present potential paths forward in the real world as well. Because a great environmental game should inspire hope, not despair!

A non-extractive but nonetheless environmental book I know of is called “My Side of the Mountain” by Jean Craighead George.

In this book, a boy goes off to the wilderness to get away from his giant, annoying family. He travels out to the Adirondacks many days hike from roads or towns. There, he isn’t frantic. There is no reason to build great palisades or battle with natives. He doesn’t even need to build a house; the hollow of a great tree is enough for him to sleep in. He kills a deer, just one, for meat and leather and befriends a hawk that becomes his best friend and hunting buddy. He hikes into town from time to time to see the librarian and learn how to do things. His greatest adversary, if they can be called that, are regular people. Rangers and men that would try to take him away back to civilization. It flips the survival genre on its head in a peaceful way. Man is not trying to recreate his agro-industrial life in the wilderness… hell no! This young man is trying to get away from all that and find some peace and quiet!

Are there games that offer this kind of gameplay? Peaceful survival gameplay, I guess you could call it. Can games like that be as fun as the hardcore survival games?

The Celtics Winning Team Represented in Minecraft
December 14, 2025
Art
Minecraft

Created in May of 2024 following the victory of the Celtics in the 2024 NBA Finals!

Propaganda #75 (Trump’s Arc de Triomphe)
December 14, 2025
Propaganda

Read it yourself lol https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/dec/14/trump-arch-washington-dc-policy-chief

The original French arc was ordered to be constructed by Napoleon. Following Napoleon’s fall, France returned to a monarchy system after the French Revolution failed to achieve a stable Democratic system of government.